Untitled 4-4-06

Fluctuating between high and low
My mood swings have become unpredictable
I don't know how else to make it better
Drugs, natural and imagined
Pain, physical and self-inflicted
One small thing can make it all go away
But then it all comes flooding back again
Like waves upon a rocky shoreline
Grains of sand lost with every ebb and flow
And now I don't wish for death anymore
I'd just end up back at the beginning
Destined to endure this forever.

- 4/April/2006