And so the cycle starts all over again
All the pain that I managed to hide
Comes crashing back, suffocating me
The lingering hope that stays with me
Yet the doubt that holds me back
I don't know how to make it all right
How else to make you want me more
Than you already say that you do
But how can I trust these words of yours
When your actions are so different
If this, us, was truly meant to be
Why is it so hard to even say yes
Even though it's all either of us wants
I want to hate you, to push you away
But I want you in my life, to see you
The best thing for us is to just part
And never cross each other's path again
This painful limbo will never be enough
Tearing my heart to pieces every time
That I see your face and hear your voice
But I'm willing to hold onto this torture
Because I don't want to let you go.
- 21/Jan/2007
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I noticed that I seem to have a dislike of punctuation, aside from the final period. Chalk it up to style, I guess?
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It makes it less obvious what you're trying to say, which translates in my mind as... more artistic and meaningful ;)
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